Ytd, i cried infront of my instructor, Mr Kevin.
Useless & shameful ME (≧≦)

I'm so upset & angry myself.
I simply cant control my emotion

I did badly for my pre-test practical.
Esp. on the public road.
Totally cannnnnot MAKE IT. Super BAD!
i made lots of mistakes included immediate failure.

However, Mr Kevin still let me pass.
I dun understand y he has to pass me.
even thought he dun wan me to book any TP yet

I tink he's quite angry w/ me and went
for a smoke to cool himself down
So sorry, so guilty :(

Long story.

I'm really a very difficult student
Giving most instructors hard time to teach :/

i'm.......
-fear to drive @ faster speed. Afraid i may lost ctrl.
-fear to lane change @ heavy traffic.
-fear to do u-turns, right-turns, afraid to over-steer.
-fear to make mistakes & get scolded.

i'm still got problem w/...
-speed control
-maintain ctr of the lane
-forcusing & judgements
-etc...

tat's y i m scare & stresss!!! :(

Really have to overcome my fear & improve
if otherwise i shld just give up on my driving.

but...haiz. :(

confused.
shld or shld not cont Fixed Mr Kevin?
i felt so........ -___-"

how shld i face to him lah :(
depressed. (≧≦)