i tot i wil b happy
eventually, i m not
instead, i felt even more stress, scare & guilty

tender to MC make me feels even more stress
but no choice i shd at least inform him
at least little mentally prepared?!

i have been very stress on this matter
i din slp well for the past few days..
Today, i m stil struggling...

waited & waited...
MC finali back fr 01 ard 7.30pm
every1 had left including NL, WMK

ard 8pm..
I broke the news to MC
he seems calm. well...
"Sorry"

i cried secretly when i back to my seat
Human r selfish, move on w own benefits

cant sae he treat me super good
overall stil consider ok.
at least beta than NL?! perhaps.

the past 1year
i have been working hard,
tried my best in everythink i do
though at times i failed to mit NL expectations

we (colleagues) work happily just like a big family
i felt sad to leave them..
haiz.....

i know i shd hav already tidy up my emotion
but...........isnt easy for me too. =(