i dun expect NL to like me
but at least appreciate my existence/efforts
apparently she's nope.

in facts...
she dun like me & i just realised it ytd.

in her view, i cant deliever wat she wan
i tk her instruction lightly
in a way, i'm disrespectful to her.
internal accts no generation of revenue
equal to no contributions~!!!

isit i dun deserve the increment & bonus?

i jus can say..i really duno how to handle my boss
hard work down to drain.

seriosuly, i m very SAD!!!
i just felt demoralised, dishearten & depressed.

At e same time, i'm confused to accept or reject the offer..
from NYK (thru agency)

mixture of feelings!
i cnt decide wat i wan.
indecisive as usual.
HELP!

Hoping to get advice from my family
instead i got scolding fr them.
WHY?

unpleasant words
hrash attitude
makes me even more hurts!
i only need some encouragement
wat i seek is jus ur understanding
m i asking too much?

whenever i tink abt it..
its make me cries...

Yes, i m unfilial
i unds wat i contribute is significantly
lower than ping..
but isnt it i trying hard?

hoping year 2010 wil b great year ahead
but its dun seems the case again

unhapppy Feb
Feb, nv a good month~!!!

Monster FACE!
outbreak! =(

Fatter and Fatter?!
diet, failed.

i'm lonely, stress, unhapppy.