wat kind of life i m aiming?
wat kind of career i m looking for?

i duno.........
looking for job make me stress...
y putting stress on me.

i'm fear......
Forbear to take up challenge...
i', afraid that i cant cope w the work
i'm afraid that i cant undertake the stresss

simply sae..
i m jus a low self-esteem person
i m jus an idiot

i m NOT looking 4ward to MON
i'm scared...i cnt mk decision

i hated myself
i m not happy.

it is hard to be happpy


*feeling very slpy. why?
ltr stil hv to work @ 7pm, sg conf. hall
initial they dun nid me anymore ==> no work
but jw asked me to replace her. she's sick.
wish me GOOOD LUCK! haiz.