My knee was still SO red & swollen.
pain ~ it gt infection !!!
my wound still producin yellowish liquid.
haix haix...
no choice, ytd asked mama
buy me herbal oil (青草油)
heard b4? it is a very gd herbal oil
but when it apply, SUPER painful!!!
haix, i kp blowing at my wound while applied.

finali...today my wound got slightly beta
and at least start to dry up.
but it's stil so red & swollen.
i cn feel tat my knee was tight.
Haiz. So bad luck ~
Jux nw my knee hit to my table!!!!
OMG!!!
It is SUPER PAINFUL!
the pain ws unbearable,
I yelled and Cried....
Dad so bad,
kp luffin at me...! =x
Now even mo swollen & red
and produce liquid again. Shit la...

so slack me....
I kp telling myself to work hard
esp. exams is round e concer.
i hated myself being so slack.
whenever i gt hm...
i jux slacked until i go to bed.
even no1 support my decision esp. dad
awlz gt nag by him.
they all kp askin me to learn
sum skills instead.
etc etc...blah blah....
but i want to study
bcos i wan my dip cert.
but y i m stil so slack nw?? Haix..
*Jia Jia You Ben Nan Nian De Jin*

financially weak...
shd i let-out my rm
so tat they cn earn sum income?
m i reali nt sensitive eluff?
i oreadi try my best nt to
spend so much le..
recently, reali nt mean to
tk $$ fr mama de.. but...
I gt No working
and No income...
haix!!!!
Sorry, i knw i m useless...