Bad Day
The 1st strike when
i gt back my cost acc paper ...
i couldnt believe in my eyes
i'm jux too shocked.
but ...
in e end, miracle appeared
phew~
but i'm stil sad.
disappointed w/ myself...
i simply cnnt accepted it
The 2nd time it strike me even harder
when i saw ....
i couldnt believe tats
it reali happens...
i couldnt believe wat i saw
my heart pumping so fast
until i couldnt breath
and cnnt think
I almost Collapse!
same old feeling when it ws at CQ
oso e same feeling in e dreams too
I ran away again !!!
I ran away again !!!
Why ...
I hated myself
I m so useless
Plz Kill Me !!!
Who can do it?
Plz do it!
I Miss You
I try not to think about you, but
I miss you again
so many memories
so many communications
Who said
even a grain of sand
I treasured it
even sunrise and sunset
I could not forget them
these lively faces
how could I remove them from
my memories
I try not to think about your voice
I will miss talking to you
I try not to think about your smile
I will miss seeing you
I try not to think about our communications, but
I remb all your cruel words
I remb all my sadness again
I miss your thoughtfulness
I miss our pasts
I can only assume that
at sumwhere out there
you miss me too, although
somewhere else, you are silent ...
我忍不住无法控制地哭了。。。
