Bad Day Again
Sucks at working. Nt my day. Mk couple of mistakes on my sales orders and kp kena complaint fr store ppl & kena fr Cat too. Shit! Of cos, e 1st person who kena ws Cat la if store ppl complaint. Cos i m using her name to key sale orders. Sori but....haiz. Y put all e blamed on me. Kp repeating to them e orders nt done by her and ws me. Sumo so loudly. Whole area of ppl oso cn hear it lo. But i did gave her checked & double cmf w/ her e stk code lol. Nt all my fault ma. Everyone mk mistakes. Felt so "yen wang" sia. Argh....
Until even Jentry came and ask me, hw i find this job? Tough for me? And told me, it is ok to mk mistakes. Jux tat i nid to b xtra careful and alert and even learnt fr it. She even ask me wat happened and where did i go wrong again. See wat mistakes i made and etc...She's nice but leaving. Heard fr Ken, she wil b last day tmr. Haiz. She jux wrk at indoguna for jux few mths. I guess she dun feels it is a suitable job for her bah. Indeed a boring & stress to wrk at indoguna as CSO.
Hoping time passes fast and back to sch soon. Den i no nid everydae faced to them. No nid everydae work with them. Cnt wait e day to comes....Tmr stil nid to work, last day for tis week.....I so slacked until Mon-thurs everydae overslpt. Even i set alarm oso cnnt hear it.
Hope there wil b a day.........
Duno y, sumhw i felt lonely. Why do i hv tis feelings? I miss sch. Sch mk me feels occupied and busy. Even sumtimes i feels so tired, stress out & wana tk a short break but i stil preferred sch den working. I lik frenzZz ard me. Afraid to b alone. Dun lik hols. Forced to work which i hated so much. Forced to think unnecessary.
Recently i tinks mo than any days. Why? Whenever i tinks, i simply cnt ctrl myself. Tears jux wana roll dwn. I kp telling myself there wil a day i reali cn faced it & accept it & forget it but i duno when. Mayb soon or yrs aft yrs. Hoping there wil a day where we cn hv a nice talks, everythinks jux pour out of minds and byebye to my doubts and kp swt memories w/ us. I knw i wil hapier than.......i dun wan carry tis hurts, pain & doubts w/ me forever.
