Quarrelled
Last nite, we quarrelled again. And is a fierce one tis time. Neither of us give in. I alwz tink he refused listen to me so i tend nt interested in his sharing of army life. But so ridculous is me who nt interested listen to his sharing den he show no interest in my sharing. Wat's a Joke! Cnnt b deny tat usuali i duno very interest in his sharing. Cos he shared too much of his army wh is reali nth interesting at all. He blame me for nt sweet tok to him. Blame me for nt caring enough. To him awlz feels i din put in effort in tis relationship. M i reali tt worse? Y? Watever i done, nv b seen in his eyes & remb in heart? He claimed tat hw much he done for me. Y? He wil nv feels he ws in e wrong. He nv wan to listen to my explain. Juz wan me listen to his lecture n scold me. He sae my words/reasons is nt concving for him to listen. Hahahz...wat's a joke. Reali a joke. Wat's e pt bn 2gether? Meaningless relationship isnt it? Accumulated problems finali explored! After hang off, i cried n cried last nite until alan tham msg me. Called him up to complaint wh hope cld get sum advices fr him but he sound so shocked n stanned. Hahahz...But he's on duty so awhile ltr we hanged off le. Aft tt i went to slp. He called up again but i hang off w/ him as i m too tired le. Wana slp. At least he's willing to listent to me. Y...i feels i duno reali koe hw to handle a relationship. I ws reali very tired. Last nite, i reali hv e intention to break up w/ him as...................Haiz. Who cn give me advices...i nid ppl to tell me where goes wrong. Haiz..sObbing...~
