♥ Friday, November 04, 2005
♥ Arashi Love ♥
I stil feel aching...very pain, very sad, very lost....Why i should beg for a care and concern fr u? Why i should beg for a call and msging fr u? I jux cnt stand it and blurst out everytinks to him but he blame me for my high demanding. He sae we r nt same as last time. He cnt jux lik last time. Give in everytinks jux bcos of me. NO!!! I din demand he mux b ard and b there for me every min every sec. No! Never! Why? Why? he nv understand. Jux sae he dun wan listen me demanding and complaining. He wan a peaceful blocked leaves and rest. (U jus hack care everytinks including me.) I do admitted i do hv my wildful actions/tinkings but why mux sae me til....liddat lei. Countless of times bn fool by him. He wil nv kp his promise. Tired of waiting..Tired of believing...U're a BIG LIAR! I hated ppl lied to ME! I dun stand diff fr his Family and Friends. I stand e same position as them. Y u said tt to me. WHY! :( Fine, i wil nv beg u again. Dun wan call den tat's it! Who's care...since u dun care. Why should i care. Nv believe in u again...i dun wan b a stupid fool always...End up...i stil hv to give in and pretend nth happen to u...Everytinks jux pretend settled but actuali Nope. Nth is resolved. I hated u!!! I m deeply HURT!
♥ Arashi for Dreams
2:25 PM
