♥ Tuesday, October 25, 2005
♥ Arashi Love ♥
Humpz...Humpz...Everyday jux boring boring at office...but i guess soon wil b very busy for me bah...as reali so near to end of e mth man. Dunno...jux liddat liddat pass one day...lonely ~Last nite, again quarrelled w/ him. I jux dunno y..even jux mit 1 week once oso wil quarrels...haiz..again quarrelled w/ e same topic tt i always life so meaningless and boring..i try not complaint much to him le. Instead i tink he complaint for most for NS lol..every book sure wil tok abt his NS tingy lol...he kp feels i shd tk out sum cos or aerobics aft my work. He tink i shd quit tis job so tt i wil hv mo times for myself. But... other places work oso wont hv xtra times for circumlar activities arh...he arh.nt understanding..kp saying i'm in fault!!!! Reali mad w/ him. Since aft we hanged, he oso din msg me since last nite til now. I dunno..i oso din mk e bother msg him. sad sad!! Very confusing lol...Why Why Why..wat shd i do...i reali reali dunno....tiring...Alwz cnt slp well...dreaming or lost slp...haiz...ytd i went ate my slping pills man...at least last nite i slp. But ard 4am i got wake up once...den tis morn i so called over slpt again...everydae..wake up sooo late...diao...sick of working..sick of work bcos of money. But i cnt afford to hv no $$. He's nt understanding at all. OF cos he no nid worry abt family financial la...very very very very SaD!!!! Plz...who cn tell me wat shd i do...
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